This anniversary meets me at a time of frustration and new understanding. I've been upset lately because I'm tired of all the negative pregnancy tests. I know I shouldn't take them, but I'm a very impatient person! I just want to know - six or five days in advance! My..My! My bank account doesn't like it either!
New Understanding: My mom reminded me this weekend that God is a "jealous" God. If I want a baby more than I want Him, that will make Him jealous! So, I'm so glad she put my perception into perspective. Once again, my arms are open to God's plan - not mine!
Exodus 34:14 (New King James Version)
14 (for you shall worship no other god, for the LORD, whose name is Jealous, is a jealous God),
That's My King,
Kim
"How He Loves" ~ David Crowder
* I've had this song downloaded for a few months, but it didn't phase me that the song referred to "me" as a tree, which I find interesting because I've been looking up verses about that for the last two years - interesting! How did I not notice that?!?!
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